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with Gillian Pothier


You came here for this. 




As a Feminine-Essenced Being, you are coded and built for DEVOTION.


Devotion to SELF and the Feminine…

Devotion to Men and the Masculine…

Devotion to LIFE itself. 

But truly touching the high-heart frequency of devotion can feel both scary and out of reach… and as with so much of the Feminine journey, this path is paved only by the light of the moon.

And yet, there is a throbbing criatura inside of you… who aches and longs and crashes against your pride and ego… silently driving you into deeper remembrance of your heart's TRUE home.

In the stillness of your heart
you know that if you don’t find your way
onto the path of this sacred awakening,
into the fullness of your WOMAN,

this Feminine creature
who lives inside of you

and when the Feminine withers,
the whole world withers.

THIS hunger for Devotional Love….

THIS remembrance of your Deep Feminine… 

is your invitation to unlock the ancient truth of your

Feminine Devotion and Eros…

in Life… and in Love. 

All For Love is for you if…

Your soul is aching for Remembrance and you are courageously following the moon-shadowed path of a Feminine awakening journey.

You desire to understand yourself as a Feminine woman in a way you never have before...especially if the integrated Feminine was never modeled by your mother or another Feminine being in your life...

You desire to fully embody your Feminine Creational Potency and Radiance (this alone is life-changing).

You desire to consciously create yourself, your life, and your relationships as masterpieces from the deepest alchemical chambers of your Feminine heart

You deeply long to believe and feel the fundamental goodness of Men and trust your inner knowing about how to easefully respect and delight him… 
in ways that FEEL LUSCIOUS to you. (Honeypot magic for real real….)


You are ready to learn how to masterfully embody and more deeply descend into Feminine polarity with the Masculine, 

whether you have been married for 30 years… 

you have never been married… 

you are between relationships and desiring new love…

or perhaps you tremble jusssst dipping your toes back into the 'dating world'. 


You are welcome here.

I feel so thankful I said yes and dove in deep several months ago... I get to swim in the most deliciously creational field generated by the amazing Gillian Pothier. Gillian models being in one's Eros and teaches through archetypes, mythos, vulnerability, and personal stories. It's a magical space and it has magnetized the most conscious and Eros-driven women to gather there. Thank you Source for placing me on this path.
– Julie Ayla
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Your heart aches from living outside of your True Feminine Essence…

In quiet moments with yourself, you feel unmet and confused by men and Masculine nature. 


You don’t feel truly seen and deeply loved. 


You feel unreceived and are unsure how to skillfully invite him to meet you in your desire and vulnerability.


You’re becoming a bit hardened… or worse, one of the sorrowful women who have lost Faith in men (whether you are married or single)... and this scares you. 


You have fallen out of touch with your own Eros… with what feels good to the ‘soft animal of your own body’.

You chronically dismiss and suppress your need for slowwwness, succulence, devotion dripping with #lovecodes ~ foremost for yourself.

You have nearly given up… and try to make peace with your loneliness (even if you are married)... or are weary with resentment toward men.


You’ve lost trust and respect for the men of our world. 


You find yourself blaming them and their lack of ‘doing the work’ for your reactive cycles of drama and despair.


Every time you feel disdain, disrespect, or hear your internal voice belittling men, another petal of your femininity and softness falls to the ground…

You’ve read the books and listened to the (mostly male) experts, and yet truly inhabiting your Feminine Eros and Devotional Heart has somehow felt out of reach for you.

“​​Its Ego or Eros…
and you can only choose one.”

Yet deep down, not only do you desire men – you know you need them in order to experience the fullness of your own nature – and the Great Love you so deeply desire in this lifetime. 

You feel trapped inside a cage of your own invulnerability and impenetrability… unsure how to free yourself and find your way back to your softness. 


Your body longs to truly open and let go of the resentment and mistrust for men and the Masculine that you have been holding on to for so long….all the way from crown to root….from consciousness to womb. 


You have a taste for deep, mystical Eros…being deeply fucked open to God…and are ready to blossom open your intimacy to a deeper, hotter, Eros-drenched connection. 

Though your many attempts at succulent devotional love have been met with disappointment and heartbreak, you’re not yet willing to ignore the hunger of your WOMAN.

“The deepest experience of the creator is Feminine,
for it is the experience of receiving and bearing.”
– Rainer Maria Rilke

Your deepest desire
is to be received in your love…
and to live as LOVE… 

You long to be deeply met by men and the Masculine sexually, emotionally… even financially… and let yourself melt into his heart and strong arms.

You crave a fulfilling, joyful, and sexy relationship where you are deliciously led by his potent and penetrative leadership, yet also organically drop into frequencies of such sweetness and play together. (I love this energetic range so much…I truly wish this for all women.)

You will go to the ends of the earth to “find” and co-create this Great Love.


You feel weary, and so tenderly long to rest your sweet self in the dome of provision and protection of a Masculine man… to be safe, body and soul.

You miss that part of you that can only truly blossom open when in the field of love of a man who adores you. 


You long to feel luscious and opened in your own body, organically emanating to Him… and to the world… the Feminine frequency that is your uniquely-essenced allure, radiance, and magnetism.

Though you tell yourself you’re “fine”, you secretly hunger to be ravished by his primal beast, who knows just what to do with your inner, eternal sacred whore… and be exquisitely cherished by his King, who knows just how to handle that tender, throbbing heart of yours.

You have been blessedly stung with the longing for Devotional Love.


More powerful than your “story” or need to be “right” is your longing for an Eros-drenched life. 


It’s an ache that no matter how much you try to diminish or rationalize, it will not let you go…

…until you experience the spiritual and erotic fullness of your awakening WOMAN.


Nobody Taught You…

And the women that were meant to teach you… COULDN’T.


It’s not your fault -- or theirs. 


We are the generation of – and the daughters of – the Lost (and so often, traumatized....) Feminine.

Our mothers (and their mothers and grandmothers) often carried deep unmetabolized grief and trauma around men and the Masculine.


There was no whole, embodied Feminine imago for us to entrain to as little girls.


As women, we've been living in a world and in a way – psychically, physically, energetically – that literally forces a separation from the truth of OUR OWN NATURE.


(Interesting fact: The entire ‘topside’ world of the Western hemisphere is codified towards male physical standards and metrics - from the height of chairs, tables, and kitchen cabinets to the girth of steering wheels…even pharmaceutical medicines…all engineered for male standards and male bodies.)


Add to this the harmful footprint upon our planet (and sometimes, upon our bodies) of the distorted Masculine. 


Add to this the injections of main-stream news into the collective about the ‘unavailable man', and the “unexamined brutality of the American male libido”.


And the fact that 13 million women raised their hands in #metoo?

This entire narrative lives inside our Feminine systems…our psyche…and our sex. 


All of this was unconsciously siphoned into our little girl bodies.

(I have never met a woman in this lifetime who did not somehow bear the effects of ancestral/epigenetic trauma from the Mother Line within her blood.)


Understandably, we have compensated and contorted… and so often, have unconsciously migrated to our Masculine channel in order to energetically compensate… and sometimes, very literally: to SURVIVE. 

This ‘yang’ or Masculine channel within you has been over-functioning for a long, long time. 


It may have been the only way you knew how to keep yourself safe



Many women have accepted this responsibility...

Numerous teachers and guides have courageously risen up to lead women on various paths of liberation, healing, and empowerment… 


…but so often these teachings are inadvertently diluted ~ or a distorted embodiment of the full-spectrum Feminine is woven through their field.


Having no North Star of the True Feminine to guide them, these teachings often miss vital, life-affirming and primordial aspects of the Feminine –

and her relationship to the primoridal Masculine.

“Unless and until you exalt the Masculine, 
you will never be able to birth the fullness of your Shakti."
– Erica Jade 

Without the full exaltation of the Masculine, you (counter-intuitively) will never unfurl into the FULL BEAUTY and POWER of your ORGANIC FEMININE EXPRESSION.


Here are some of the most common paths I see women walking down that will not lead them to Feminine Creational Potency, Eros, or Devotion: 


Empowered ‘Boss-Babe’ Feminism primarily teaches women how to activate and strengthen their inner Masculine – not how to open and deepen into Feminine Devotion. 


I teach from a Jungian Archetypal lens where the human psyche has both an inner Masculine and inner Feminine aspect (which Carl Jung called the Animus and Anima) that when brought into consciousness, serve to bring us into Wholeness.

Pleasure Paths in right alignment, bring women deep into their body and sensuality through de-armoring practices that open our capacity to be more deeply penetrated by the Masculine – and by Life itself. 


However, many Pleasure Paths are also infused with an unconsciously arrogant relationship to men and the Masculine and are coded with the distorted, hidden belief of “I don’t need a man”. This death knell of a belief inside of a woman – no matter how sexy her Instagram feed – sadly displaces the transformational potency of an actual Masculine man with crystal wands and money.

The Future is Female / Matriarchal Path holds principles such as "The Era of Men is over. It is now time for women to lead.”... and ‘The Masculine is in service to the Feminine’... and that women are Radiant Flowers and the Masculine is diminished to being merely the pot that holds said flower.

Let me be very clear here: there is a rightness in this recognition of Masculine containment and service… but it's all too frequently transmitted from a very low level of respect, honor, and exaltation of the true co-creational nature of the Masculine. 


As a point of contrast and illumination: through my lens, the more rightfully honoring frame in this “Feminine flower: Masculine pot” analogy would see and rejoice in the Masculine as the ”God Seed’… the life-giving Sun… the Mystical Gardener… rightfully placing the Masculine in his true exalted co-creational position (which p.s. actually feels amazing to the purified Feminine system.)


Explicit Submissive-Dominant Paths contain deeply gorgeous energetics. 

I have played in these realms, taught aspects of Eros through this lens, and learned so much from this lineage.

And yet …

Many men and women on this path get stuck in the overly codified dynamics of this space. You are not a ‘sub’ and he is not a ‘Dom’. Sovereign submission is a natural quality of the Feminine and benevolent Dominance is an organic quality of the Masculine — but in my lens, over-identifying with these Dom/sub aspects can stunt awakening and the flourishing of True Love. 




Polarity Paths Led by Men (with No Potent Feminine Counterparts….or no Feminine Counterparts at all!) are problematic for me. 


Yes… of course, men can describe and teach polarity and share how men perceive and receive women in different energetic states. 


But without the lived experience of being a WOMAN… they inadvertently describe the inner-world space of women in ways that often lead her to distort her own Feminine gnosis. 


Many of the women I work with have journeyed down these various paths in search of their sacred awakening into the fullness of their woman… only to experience distress in their limbic system, distortion in their psyche, and disarray in their relationships with men, with themselves, and with God.

This is why journeying down many of the most ‘popular’ paths of 'Feminine Empowerment' will leave women who crave a highly polarized relationship saturated in erotic, devotional love feeling incomplete or struggling inside of Frankensteined, rule-based relationship approaches.


Leave Your Disappointment by the Edge of the River...

A woman’s true desire is a mystical act of service to the world. 
Said differently: Your Desire Is Creational.

If in your heart of hearts you desire a devotional, spiritual love know that this is not a delusional fairy tale…


It is part of your Feminine Dharma in this lifetime.

And whether you are partnered or not, it requires you to re-templatize some of the internal architecture of the independent, strong woman — “the boss babe”, the Pleasure Queen… even the ‘Feminine Leader’ (gasp!). 

It requires you to meet, embrace, and be in approval of this quivering Feminine creature who dwells inside of you… 

She is the one who recognizes that in order for you to live the fullest, most swollen-open Feminine expression of your Love within this lifetime…

You must devote your love to a man who can receive YOU in YOUR FULLNESS… who can receive all your love ~ as a gift to you

This vehicle of Feminine awakening is not for all women. 

This is a highly rarified, succulent, moonlit Feminine path that will lead you through the brambled hinterlands of ego and conditioning… to deep, euphoric, erotic fulfillment and soul-quenching contentment.

This journey of Devotional Love and Spiritual Repair with men and the Masculine is taught by brilliant Feminine Women who (lovingly… but firmly) descend you into your own places of stuckness and density and then (lovingly… but firmly) guide and teach you how to forgive and love your precious self. 

It is only from this place of ‘purification’ and SELF-LOVE that we turn towards the Masculine… and build a new internal architecture of respect, honor and exaltation of Him – in ways that feel amazing to you, body and soul.

(I promise.) 

All For Love is the living embodiment of permission for your desire for Devotional Love. 

It's like a Ladies-only Gospel church + a little splash of Reform School + a sprinkling of angel glitter… all in the incognito form of ‘A Course On The Internet’.  

“Gillian is a true genius in this field. Her space holding, teachings, and transmission of the possibility of Feminine power are masterful.”
– Nicole

Gillian’s Story

Like so many Women in our yanged-out, high-velocity world, I know how it feels to deny the truth of my Feminine nature…

…to slowly deaden my Eros… 

…and numb myself to Life.

Before I found my way onto this moonlit path of Feminine Awakening… 

…every day I’d step into the skyscraper offices of my fancy job as an Executive Producer, whispering to my inner little girl… 

“Just one more day, just one more day… I promise.” 

And every day…

I abandoned my Feminine Body + Soul in the name of “having to survive.”

Over time, my Radiance and Eros began to calcify.

I became hardened, jaded, and over-functioning in my “independence.”

Not only was I living WAY outside of my true Feminine nature — I was SO not in approval of my desire to be led, taught, and guided by a brilliant Man.

(I later discovered this was for good reason… it annihilates the ego.)

Predictably… relentlessly…

…this rejection + numbing of my desire, the chronic “pushing out” of the very thing I most longed for… led to a dulled half-heartedness that began to
poison me.

Coming to this awareness was a slow burn of deep remembrance; hundreds of illuminating micro-moments and years of self-denial + self-harm compounded, one layer after another.

Like the time I was in a blind rage in the middle of a Manhattan intersection, literally screaming + fighting with my boyfriend, refusing his firm guidance to get out of the street… 

…because he wasn’t giving it to me “how I wanted it.” 

I refused his “imperfect” provision (which is to say… his penetration), even though that’s exactly what I desired underneath my painbody’s rage. 

With cars honking, taxi drivers yelling out their windows, and harsh lights flashing all around me, my eyes were opened to the sharp truth.

While I thought I was fighting with HimI was at war with myself.

There was this desperate part of me who wanted to let him take my elbow and walk me across the street, instead of recoiling at his guidance …

…and this other part who wanted to destroy Him. (Well… attempt to, anyway.)

Witnessing this chaos, deep inside I knew — something had to change.

I later realized I wasn’t looking for salvation from this Man…

I was aching for approval of my own desire to be loved, guided, protected, and provided for...

Eventually… slowly… I opened myself to the truth these moments revealed.

I had a choice to make.

I could either keep living in this world of hurt: a gilded cage of my own making, colluding indefinitely with the Feminine painbody…


I could live inside a different story.

I could remember… 

I could soften… 

I could open…

I could recode my Body… 

…and learn to receive… 

…from Men and from the Masculine (including God and Life itself!!)...

…in ALL the ways I longed for. 

I could surrender my egoic preferences and allow myself to be ~imperfectly~ held, cherished, and led. 

I could choose Love…

I could choose

And so…

I resigned from my job.
I flew myself across the globe (several times) and sat at the feet of Gurus in India and sought out the most brilliant, Crazy-Wisdom infused therapists, Shamans, and teachers that money could buy. 

I went to graduate school to study Jungian archetypal psychology and the potently Feminine realm of fairy tale and dream. 

I began, ever so gently, steeping in the brilliance of Men.

My dentist, accountant, therapist, gynecologist, and yoga instructor… all became Men whose care and provision helped to recode my entire system and taught me how to receive.

I also allowed myself to surrender inside a loving, erotic frame held by masterfully dominant Men.

And the more deeply I submitted to my true Feminine nature (ushered by these magnificent Men)...

…the more I unfurled and blossomed into the
fullness of my WOMAN

Along the way, I apologized, cried, threw up, prayed, orgasmed, miscarried, begged, ached, and dreamt.

And slowly, slowly, like any journey of Feminine Awakening…

I returned home to
ME… to the desires of my Feminine Heart… and to my own Love.

I remembered what it is…

…and how it feels…

…to rest in the TRUTH of my nature… 

…and to fall in love… 

…with being a Woman. 


I will share that I am rapturously in euphoric devotional love with a Great (and profoundly) Masculine Man, some of which I have written about in rather sexy, splashy essays on the internet over these last few years… and it is our love that codes the deeper harmonics of my teachings.


Our relationship teaches me how to be more masterful in my devotion… and per organic law: the deeper my devotion, the higher my ecstasy.

This energetic is not unique to me; this is the nature of the exquisitely polarized love I live and that I teach.

If you feel called to learn from a Teacher of the Feminine who stands in unapologetic expression of her organic and her reclaimed Feminine quintessence in its devotion to the Masculine – the Supreme God Seed that co-creates ALL LIFE – then my codes and my mastery may be an aligned transmission for you.


The Path of Devotion

All For Love is not a conventional ‘relationship course’. 


It is a potent, yet gentle and loving Heroine’s Journey into Spiritual Repair with Mortal Men and the Cosmic Masculine. 


I teach women how to courageously and exquisitely respect, honor, and love imperfect Mortal Men and the Cosmic Masculine.


I do so because I believe that Devotional Love is one of the deepest primordial access points to a women’s journey of awakening into Love AS LOVE. 

My deepest WHY I do this work is for the families… for the precious little boy bodies and the sweet little girl bodies that might just have a shot in the dark to grow up in inside a tender, playful, erotic Love between a Man who deeply and organically adores and cherishes his Wife and a Woman who deeply and organically respects and venerates her Husband. 

This is an Ancient-Future Love that will change the world…

One Woman, One Man, and One Sweet Child at a time.

My work is often very misunderstood. In some ways, it is heretical and deeply disruptive. I have had to hold great controversy and be willing to have my work and my expression be publicly contorted and misrepresented.


None of that matters to me when I see the impact that this Spiritual Journey has upon the hearts of women, men, and their families. 

This will always be my testimony and my highest service of Love to our planet.

What the Ladies are saying:

It is starting to feel very strange, and not pleasant, when I go into my warrior entitled mode. It feels like such a waste of time and connection. My entire family system is more peaceful, more happy. I had no idea that Gillian’s process would have such far reaching effects!

– Lucy

Prior to All For Love, one “little” conversation, infused with my pridefulness and unwillingness to surrender, would have created a rupture in connection that would have taken DAYS to repair. Instead, it took SECONDS as SOON as I saw that I was resisting his leadership. We were both blown away by the power of my words to MELT the energetic wall between us and quickly restore respect and trust: “I’m so sorry. I’ll do what you’ve asked. I trust you.”

– Nicole

I don't know the words to express what it's like to be in a community of women who are both mirroring back to me and discovering their own pieces of identification with the anguish, the self-forgiveness, and respect for the Masculine. It's deeply healing, but it's also deeply joyful. Truly joyful.

– Lily

Before this work I was in my little girl, in my mother figure, but never in my adult mature woman who yearns to have her heart open and offer her vulnerability… how she truly feels. This work is completely retemplatizing my ancestral/maternal lineage around how women relate to men. Through Gillian’s transmission, I received the metrics, or codes, or a map, if you will, on how to really be in my true feminine heart. It resonates deeply ~ more than any teachings I’ve ever experienced in the past.

– Iryna

Oooooooh. It hurts me even to write this. As soon as my entitled, disrespectful words landed, I saw the life fall from his face. And yet… when he was getting sheets to sleep on the couch, I approached him and apologized for disrespecting him. I acknowledged the impact those (untrue) words had on him and really let him feel me. In the past this humility would not be possible for me, as I would instead sit in my victimhood and feelings of rightness and make him wrong. Honestly, these past few days we’ve been more connected than ever, despite his crazy schedule and my lack of sleep. I couldn’t have expanded this much without you, Gillian. A million thank you’s would not be enough.

– Isabella

This week has been a turning point in my feminine relating with men. I am seeing in a new light of respect, awe, and pride for who he is. I feel like cleaning up the kitchen the way he likes it, rather than my usual. With other men in my life, I am noticing how they respond to me ~ in a way that I feel heard, with stronger leadership, and it even feels like they hold a higher regard for me. This masculine attention is so new to me that I am actually having to work on taking it in, and acknowledging myself at these new heights. Thank you Gillian! Your work is nothing short of DIVINE. I bow to you in gratitude.

– Nila

Read & Watch Many More Testimonials and Stories from a Beautiful Constellation of All For Love Travelers

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All For Love

A Journey Into the Deep Feminine
& Exalted Masculine

Now Architected for Rolling Admission!

All For Love is a self-paced guided spiritual journey for women that will unlock the deep truth of your Creational Power as a Feminine Being in Love and in Life… incognito as a course on the internet ;)

Sign up today to receive INSTANT access to All For Love and the All For Love Community.

The All For Love Architecture!

~ 14 Core Teaching Transmissions by Gillian (with many bonus transmissions)
~ LIVE Community Coaching Calls with Gillian — Twice a Month!
~ A Library of Devotional Embodiment Practices
~ Guest Star Teachers and Magical Practitioners (HUGELY beloved bonus teachings by brilliant Feminine teachers + practitioners!)
to stay longer in the All For Love field!

~ Gillian's Backstage pass Telegram Channel

~ Podlets! Powerful and Precious small group journeys with other ladies from All For Love (optional)

You get access to all of the above including the All For Love Content, Field, Community and Coaching for 6 months with an option after 6 months to continue via the All For Love Membership.

The Telegram Channel

This is a brand new feature and the ladies are obsessed….)
In this broadcast Telegram channel, Gillian shares the Behind the Scenes of her  own love life, teachings, and provides in-depth expansion of what is alive in the field, where the ‘house’ needs extra support, or some succulent Gillian + Max behind the scenes to serve the deeper teachings. She drops the audio files….the ladies gulp them up….and then we meet back in the FB field to work them through. SUPER FUN, FRESH, EASY TO CONSUME BITE SIZE, POTENT CONTENT.


There will also be other spontaneous teachings, livestreams, embodiment practices, etc that will be organically 'drizzled' through All For Love. We are mindful of time zones and do our best to keep these bonus teachings well balanced time-zone wise throughout the journey.

What is the duration of the All For Love ride?

You will have access to all of the above for 6 months— (with an option for continued access)


per month for 6 months


Full Pay


per month for 12 months

The BEAUTY of the Community ~ 

Facebook Community + LIVE Coaching Calls:

The field is STUNNING….deeply alchemical, sophisticated, self-responsible, sexy…. and so much fun.

The live All For Love coaching calls with Gillian is where you may participate in LIVE twice a month coaching sessions with Gillian and experience the heart-awakening honey-fire that is the All For Love Community of Women.

(PS: There are nearly 150 of us - with many All For Love graduates in the you will already be entraining to a gorgeous, lit field of deep Feminine practitioners from across the globe!)

Special Experiences! 

You will be invited to magical Pop-Up "MistressClasses", embodiment rituals, and/or additional experiences and content that Gillian senses would be beautiful and/or nourishing activations for the field. This may include cameo appearances from some of the incredible women whose transmissions and/or embodiment frequencies have been meaningful for Gillian in her own journey. These also begin in February.

A Special Note From Gillian

I know this is cliche (which is definitely not how I usually roll ;) .....but truthfully, if I could wave a magic wand, I would desire every women in the world to journey All For Love. This experience...the living heartbeat of the 'content' and THE WOMEN (omygosh...THE WOMEN) who gift themselves the All For Love 'ride' experience such magnificent transformation in their hearts ~ and by organic law: in their lives.

All For Love is a path and a lineage of Feminine REMEMBRANCE. Yet moving through this moonlit footpath....step by step....within a field of devotionally-templated, awakening women....gently yet powerfully transforms a woman's heart (and purifies her ego)
~ and from there, every relationship to the Masculine begins to shift: to your Lover...your Son, your Husband....your your SELF....and to God. 

If you feel a whisper of desire...or the verrrry faintest of (inconvenient) knowings that on a Soul level: "this is for me", then here is what I already know about you:
YOU ARE THE Daughter, Wife, Mother, Lover.

You are SHE who has been chosen to BE and create a Legacy of LOVE in this lifetime. 

This I sing from the mountaintops:
Welcome HOME, Beauty. 



While All For Love is designed to carry a deeply healing function for women (and their families), this content is activating. As a teacher and mentor, Gillian is deeply loving — and she will hold your sweet Feminine feet to the fires of purification in the name of LOVE.

You will be deeply supported but you will not be rescued from your rightful grief, remorse or lament. Gillian and her team of extraordinary 'field harmonizers'
 will lovingly support you in and through it… but you will not be rescued from this descent,  as this is a life-affirming aspect of your own Heroine's Journey of Remembrance and Feminine Awakening.

IMPORTANT: If you have high unmetabolized trauma around men and the co-creational principle of "the Masculine", All For Love may truly be quite confronting and/or possibly even re-traumatizing for you. Please be sure you are appropriately resourced with loved ones and/or your own Jedi team of healers and counsel. 

Please feel free to email our team should you have any specific questions.

Ready for a small taste of Gillian's field?

Join her highly-curated free Facebook Group: Feminine Eros with Gillian Pothier or check out her growing collection of 60+ essays.

"Thank God for this group. This is the most brilliant feminine frequency.

I can't believe how beautifully you've curated this group. To be in the field of Gillian and other devotionally templated women is such a joy".


Curriculum Overview

While most Course Offering pages provide a detailed curriculum that describes each module and how it benefits you, this is a Feminine emergent process… and we don’t do that around here. ;) 

LIFE: Our Feminine Creational Nature
Ego vs Eros, The Organic Rightness of Feminine Receptivity, The Lost Venusian Codes of Graciousness, The Mystical Service of Feminine Desire, Circulating the Light of the Masculine, Creational Feminine Mastery, The High Art of Feminine Communication. 


DEATH: The Flames of Purification: 
The Root Shadow of Personal and Collective Feminine Disrespect, Spiritual Cockblocking, Ancestral Vows of Distorted Feminine Loyalty, God Trauma, Painbody + The Instinct-Injured Feminine.


LIFE (REBIRTH): Coming Home to Self, Him, Life + God
The 3-Faces of Devotion,  The Metaphysics of Penetration, The Siddhic Gifts of Feminine Enchantment, Devotion to Imperfect Men and the Masculine,  Receiving Devotional Love, Organic Electro-Magnetic Polarity. 

All For Love is a FEMININE JOURNEY and as such, follows a mytho-poetic Life, Death, Life (Re-Birth) rhythm.  
These are insights into the Journey...not a table of contents, and as such, are subject to Gillian Re-Mixing! 


Are You Addicted to Your Own Unhappiness?

There is a tipping point in the life of all women when we must choose.


We must either choose God or by default, we choose ego and pain body.  


We can become a ghost at the feast of LIFE, or we can let the succulent nectar of our own Feminine longing and reclamation run down our opened, velvet throats. 

Feminine pain-body is our addiction to unhappiness and to misery. 


The Feminine loves to feel…and misery is a huge feeling ride for her system. 


This is a tricky trap… because on one hand, we must feel to heal… and yet, so much of the high-octane, sensational feeling tone can be unconscious, and sometimes even ancestral.  


When you remain tangled in the ancestral nets of the wounded Feminine line and your anger or frustration towards men and the Masculine (aka: trauma or grief trapped in cellular memory), your 'painbody' feeds on these archaic stories (even if they are 'factual').


And sadly, if you don’t interrupt the ride: 


It will rot you from the inside out. 


Your playful enchantment will grow cold and harden.

Your radiant beauty will sour. 


Your eyes – once bright like Spring – will become dull with half-heartedness. 


Your social posts and stories will become increasingly bitter. (I see this happen in real time… it is heart-breaking to witness.) 


Your painbody will engorge and grow to overshadow your radiance, innocence  and beauty. 

It may not always feel like it (Hello there, painbody distortion…), but
you truly have CHOICE.


You can choose the path of Feminine Eros and Reclamation. 


It is a path of Faith… and it is a path that paradoxically both honors and detonates your pain. 


It's a grief walk to the Truth of your heart.... and a tear-stained path to LOVE.




You can choose the path of addiction to your unhappiness, your ego, and your victimhood.


This is a path of resignation and aloneness –  pretending that you are better off without a man, whether you are married or single. 


It is a sorrow-filled walk inside a lie engineered to make us feel safe...


And it leads to bitterness, apathy, anorexic Eros, and loneliness.

You can choose the path of staying right where you are…. but I sadly promise you, these gardens will only ever remain gray. 

All For Love is a path back home to the Remembrance of your Deep Feminine and Devotional Love.

Here is my promise to you, Beauty:

…in All For Love, you will be in the company of other courageous, BRILLIANT, BEAUTIFUL women who will support and encourage you toward experiencing the fullness of your Love and the eternal beauty of your Devotion.


…There are aspects within this journey that may feel edgy and confronting.


And yet, held within the center point of this journey are harmonics of deep joy, playfulness, beauty, and a return to the true nature of our eternal Feminine innocence.


…You will begin to peek into the blossoming gardens of feeling besotted in RESPECT & LOVE for Men + the Masculine.

…Your understanding of the BEAUTY and POTENCY of the co-creative principle of "the Masculine" will be transformed. (Wooooohooooo!) 


…Your heart and your Feminine Soul will be gently, fervently, devotionally opened to Love like you have never known before. (My FAVORITE thing in all the lands!)


More About Gillian

GILLIAN POTHIER, M.A.…is a writer and the founder of Feminine Eros,

a path and vehicle of Feminine Awakening.

After several years of what may be best described as a mystical thrashing, Gillian now rests in the soul truth of her devotion to the Masculine --

in order to best catalyze and serve the journey of Feminine Awakening.

Gillian is here to teach women how to understand, respect and love imperfect Mortal Men and the Cosmic Masculine so that they may create lusciously devotional yet highly functional partnerships with unapologetically Masculine men. 

Years of working with amazing, diverse clients from around the world confirm Gillian's belief that devotional love with a Masculine man is one of the innermost, eternal longings of the Feminine heart ~ and is also one of the most primordial access points to a woman's own Awakening journey.

Gillian's writing, podcasts, and live teaching transmissions are often deeply polarizing and activating experiences.

She holds a Masters Degree in Depth Psychology from the world-renowned Pacifica Graduate Institute. The archetypal lens of Jungian / Depth psychology, especially in relationship to Masculine and Feminine aspects of the psyche are a deep and beautiful influence on the way Gillian regards and meets the wholeness of the human Soul.

It is Gillian's joy and greatest service to humanity to mirror and awaken the deeply Feminine-Essenced Ones to their true nature as the quintessence of Devotion and Love.

Join Gillian on the All For Love ride of a lifetime

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